shapman

Sunday, January 01, 2006

8/8/2004 7:58 AM

I wish things were easier around here. But it’s not what you will really want. I watched twilight samurai last night. It was good, but the cd was pretty short. The easy load comes in pretty late. That’s why seven eleven is losing out to mini stop. The latter is mor econvenient and accessible to people. From hence, I would rather go to ministop than to seven eleven.

That’s what you want to happen with your client. When they think they want to make money, let them think of you first more than anything else. So how will the flow for benny chua go? I don’t know yet. I feel so conscious about writing here. She might think I am watching her sleep. I don’t think this is a good spot for me here. Let me move myself.

There, this seems to be a better spot for me. There is one more zatoichi, we can watch that this morning. I think lara is thinking of going to marikina again this afternoon. I don’t know if I want to go with her. I think I better be in a better position if I were to prepare the presentation for benny chua from the telephone conversation to get appointment all the way to the close.

What words am I going to use, how to use things around me and the resources available for us. I wonder ow I can go from there, but it will take time and preparation.

I think I can make a template for that. is there a way for me to be able to buy a laptop today? I don’t know. The trading happens at night time. How am I going to close benito? Maybe make him try it out for the minimum amount first. If things were going his way, maybe we can move everything else from abacus and have him trade all of his positions in there. But that will be high risk.

And what if he asks me about my status with abacus? I will tell him I am a financial agent. My loyalty comes first towards my client more so thant o the irm I trade with. The firm does not pay me, I make my living from the commissions I get from my client, and that’s where my priorities lie.

I think he will understand my position here. I also need to cover myself up. So the computer is not really what I need here, but if I had metastock, it will be easier for me to do my charts. How am I going to get that and firstly, a laptop? Idon’t know yet. What I do know is that PFEC seems to be like a good fit for me at this time. Like I have been preparing for this for a long time already. If I were to get my money na I can pay joey. That is, I need to close this one and get him to trade as soon as possible.

And where else am I going to get more clients? I don’t know yet, but for now, I will be doing a lot of cold calling in the meantime. That is where all of my activities and time will go to. In the time when I get to the office, I will be building up my databse. I may want to call these popel na and talk with them and then if I can talk with them I will then send them something.

How am I going to do the presentation with dan? I think he has a lawyer preparing stuff for him. I can ask him how things ar egoing and how he is preparing his finances with the kids with marivic. Then I can come up with a plan there.

Are you satisfied with…? That is a good question to ask with clients. How am I going to be able to incorporate that more into my presentations? I don’t know yet. I think that is a pretty closed ended question there. I think there is somehting to be done pa. I think the have now, like most, altered or improved questions are pretty much what I need to work on from here on in.

I think I will enroll myself in a sales seminar when I get that cahnce. Is that the first thing that I will do? Id on’t know. That is more an investment towards myself more than anything else. I need to make this sustainable. I need to contact bot moslares also. How am I going to reach him? I don’t know yet.

Is there any chance I will want to have an affair here? I don’t know yet. I think lara got hot watching that cd last night. I would rather see something else instead. Like what? There is plenty of vcd out there but the quality of the image are not pretty good. That guy who did lasalle scandal was pretty stupid. It seems like I have seen the guy. The lady there is not pretty assertive herslef. I think this was a good lesson for her. I think everyone else knows her so there is a good chance that she has changed her image already.

Good thing I didn’t make any home videos for myself and me wife. I think that is going to be a big boboo for anyone. I have three girls. I need to spend more time with each one to make sure they are in the right track. First and foremost is kuting then kyla then vianne, then the new baby. That is 7 mnths down the line and lara is going to have another baby. Am I going to be prepared for that one? What I can say is that I willl work hard for that to make that one happen. I will be getting a haircut now after I am done with this. I will walk na lang to go there and maybe bring the umbrella. There is a storm out there I think that;s why it has been raining lately.

I think lara will want to go to marikina. That’s ok with her but I want to spend time on my work. She can go with the kids instead. I don’t have to be there myself. The kids can go but that wil take so much time to get there. We can watch zatoichi this morning also.

I think the samurai ethic is very strong there in japan. That was how filipinos were like in the old days. But it has evolved and the shibumi thing is already lost. I think it is not blind compliance, but rather a choice on how you will act. I think that needs to be considered there.

I think the local aikido people are just doing weapons because it looks cool. Other than that, they are not treating their weapons well and how they should be. The leaders should tell the stidents that way. And how were they able to go there and do something there? I don’t know yet. At least they are making somehting happen there.

I think we need to move on now. I had learned some lessons there. I think we can move on now. we could have gotten ateneo but then edward doesn’t know wht he wants. So we lost that and now we are struggling with the new dojo. Good thing aaron is still training and so are the others.

I think edward should have notiied me that he was cnacelling class and I could have notified everyone. I think it was not good of him to cancel class. People made the commitment there to come and train. Even if nobody did came, he should go there and watch the fort, maybe even train himself.

But that is not him and that is not me. I think the best solution here is for me to train msyelf, get the license and open up my own dojo and show how things should be done around there. But what if there were freeloaders around there? Then there should be somehting done about that.

Like I can announce that there will be training, but unless they are going to pay, I am not going to announce where the venue will be. Or we can make it in cebu or someplace else. That’s where I want to be. How am I going to make that happen?

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